Haha wow its been a while since I updated this thing! O^O
I managed to obtain a job at Tesco! its crappy but hey its a job and pays okay. Been there for about 6-7 months and now I can finally fund my cosplaying hobbies BUT I unfortunately have now been opened to lolita (another expensive hobby). I had always found it fascinating and wanted to dress in the clothing but never had the cash! now I do and wanted to share with you guys my recent outfits! I look so different in them! (much like cosplay) so yeah! I am super excited to build up a collection and improve! <3
Hey guys! I just finished watching the Antique Bakery anime and WOW! I have been a fan of the manga for a while, in fact it was one of the very first yaoi's that I ever brought so it holds fond memories.
I think the anime really did it justice, I ADORED the opening sequence with the paper dolls, I thought it was genius! I also keep listening to the song, its so addictive. I actually found myself crying just from watching the opening, I think it was a simple flood of nostalgia but it made me happy. I put the Mp3 on repeat and it makes me smile <3
But yes anyway! the anime was fantastic! I laughed so much in it and I LOVED the anime contrasting against a realistic 3D like background. I just enjoy how un-cliched it is as well, there are enough teases of yaoi and in all honesty if there had been lots of kissing and buttsecks I think it would have ruined the overall feel of the anime.
Please do watch Antique if you get the chance or pick up the manga with the adorable scratch and sniff cover, its worth it <3
Also scraggly man beards are hot ;D
Thats all from me, what are you waiting for? GO WATCH IT 8DD
So, I decided to check out /cgl/ on 4chan today simply to look at the boards with some good cosplays also was just generally curious as I know its a bitch fest there. Anyway, I found a board titled 'Fattest and Uglyist cosplayers' and I clicked on it.
Someone had posted a picture of me in my Sailor L cosplay...I realize that it wasn't the most flattering cosplay but I didn't ever view myself as some hideous monstrosity.
I hate that I am so upset about this and that it made me cry. I just feel like absolute shit right now to be perfectly honest.
How did I spend this day? why I sat in the middle of my garden and had a picnic of course in my purple tutu! then it started snowing so I protected myself underneath my umbrella and proceeded to eat my toasted brie sandwiches and devour my box of chocolates with my favourite party guests!
Omg I am so excited for the new Big Al Vocaloid to come out! his voice sounds so manly and delicious! I already love the Sweet Ann vocaloid immensely and like how they are kind of like 'Frankenstein' monsters with their stitches XD Oh Big Al come out soon so I can swoon over your awesome man voice 8DD
The man I love with all my heart is dead, my sexy shark man got his fricken head lopped off! its so ridiculous! first his own sword turns on him and now he gets his head chopped off and is basically called a moron! It fills me with tears of rage! I am going to take a while to get over this, I know he's only a character but in all honesty I have never felt so passionately about a character as much as I do Kisame. He is my love of all loves and now he is gone.
I love him more than Two Face and that says alot.
In loving memory of Kisame, at least now you can be reunited with Itachi...I'm going to go and cry for a while now.
OMFG...KISAME'S CHEST! Finally! he got it out! my god is it sexy! I am just spazzing everywhere! AND THEN he fused with Samehada to become a giant shark beast-man and I still find him totally delicious, if not more! I got upset when he was referred to as a 'grotesque form' Kisame is pretty! KillerBee said so *nods*
Kisame is still super handsome and god I want to molest his bare chest, so...freekin...much!
The anime convention was awesome btw you gaiz if not slightly stressful as we kept loosing people then having to find them again. Let me tell you I had £7.50 on my phone and by the time I came home I had 0.96p left WHERE DID ALL THE MONEY GO!? XD
I brought myself an awesome pair of shoes at Camden with zombies on them! thats right fucking zombies and they kind of reminded me of Two Face so I was very happy! I also brought a purple tutu skirt and a green leopard print mini skirt with black pvc lining it! if you want some photo's just request them and I'll post you up some pics of me wearing them when I do! 8DD
I swear to you guys now I am getting a job before May as I was so skint at the con, so depressing D: I never want to be so broke ever again! I only brought myself some pocky at the con as I was restraining myself for Camden so that sucked D:
Next May I'll be cosplaying Anna from Tekken, gawd I love that bitch! I hope Matty and Mello can come as Lee and Hwoarang because that shit would be epic, we'd have a mini tekken group teehee! <33
On another note, PLAY BIOSHOCK BITCHES! that is all 8DD
Have just started watching True Blood, so far I am really enjoying it! it makes me laugh so much especially some of the really fake fight scenes xD I've been watching the rest of the episodes online then I'll save up for the boxsets after the convention 8DD
Man, Sookie and Bill are so awkward to watch, I just feel completely uncomfortable watching them to the point of embarrassment sometimes. I love that its conveyed so well <33
Point of this entry? to tell you guys that True Blood rules and I highly recommend it 8DD
I have just finished all 200 episodes of Sailor Moon and loved every second of it! <3 I feel really bad though as I was so judgmental of this series simply because I was given three episodes of the dub as a joke birthday gift and found them horrendous. I don't know what compelled me to watch SM in japanese but I did and found myself laughing and crying with each episode. I watched sailor moon and sailor moon R then stopped watching it for a while then picked it back up again.
I have to say Sailor Stars and Sailor SuperS have been my two fave seasons! I ADORE the sailor starlights! they are so freekin awesome! Seiya/Sailor Star Fighter is my fave as he/she has all the traits I adore in characters, cute curly hair and a determined and strong personality. I secretly was rooting for SeiyaXUsagi just because I found it a more interesting coupling and I loved the way Usagi acted around him/her. I still think MamoruXUsagi is great when they have their cute moments but I just loved Seiya so much and the way he/she cared so deeply for Usagi or 'Dumpling' as he called her haha <3
I was surprised to find that Sailor SuperS is disliked in the SM fandom for being too 'cute', I had to laugh at that. Apparently Chibi Moon isn't exactly popular herself and she is the main character for SuperS, I do love Chibi Moon sometimes and her relationship with Pegasus was adorable, I hope they can be happy together one day <33
Sorry for my rambling! all in all I love Sailor Moon and I regret not watching it sooner! Go Sailor Star Fighter, Maker, Healer!! 8DD
I don't know if I'm just an over sensitive person, in fact I know I am but I just keep getting hurt by people. It effects me more than a normal person, most of the time I assure myself that the person doesn't realize that they are hurting me. I hope that these people are just naive to it all not that they simply couldn't give a flying fuck what I think about the matter.
Sometimes I wonder if I should just live like my uncle does and simply lock myself away from the world and never come out, live in a protective bubble all my life. I know that no one can do this, locking myself in a bubble will only make me dwell on such things and become a bitter old woman.
I just don't understand, I give my heart and soul to my friends and even to simple acquaintances. I strive to be there for them, protect them and listen to all their problems and try my best to help. I get spat on, hurt, bruised and thrown around and yet even if both my arms and legs were broken I would crawl back to them and give them my everything because I care so dearly. (I am not talking about all my friends here, none of you Ljer's xD)
Is it really true, kind people are loosers? that only the snakes and mean people get far in society? Nice people loose, its what I have seemed to experience these days, even my own father tells me I should stop doing things for other people and be selfish.
I can't stand to be selfish though, even now I feel selfish for simply putting forth these emotions. I don't like to tell people if I'm upset, I don't like to impose and rant on about my life and the miseries that have happened within it. I apologize even now for posting such an emo-tastic entry, please do excuse me and thank you for reading this if you did <3
I think I have a tooth absess, dad said that when he had one he was given antibiotics when he had it. He said he could give me the ones he had left for it, do you think if I take them I could avoid going to a dentist?
I only ask this because I don't actually have a dentist and the emergency dentist takes ages to get an appointment. Also its very costly, we really don't have the money for it to be quite honest.
I want to take the ears off, but I can't. I hop, and when I hop, I never get off the ground. It's my curse, my eternal curse. I want to take the ears off, but I can't! It's my curse! IT'S MY FUCKING CURSE!! I WANT TO TAKE THE EARS OFF!! PLEASE!! TAKE THEM OFF!! PLEEASE!!